Salty thoughts

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the church nearby
comes alive
on sunday mornings

joint voices
joint souls
angel wings and
broken bells

my walls shake
their rhythm enters
but i’m not moving

i’m not even here
i watch the sunset
of the other day
and pray
for thoughtlessness

i’m high above
the unborn night
and all these tiny city lights
seem to be preaching about it

and then
it comes

nothing at all
nothing anymore
just my salty thoughts
reddened and surrounded
by this blackness

how i long
to see them travel
to the dawn
of this sunday

The lovers

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The naked eye can barely see
The light that was forever to stay hidden
There is a crack although
There is a crack in every armor
In every citadel unknown

There is a crack and there’s a curse
A light to stop the darkest thirst
And there’s a melody behind
To dictate where the ashes fly
When light will devour
Burn them all
The walls of the most hidden soul

Floating stars above their heads
Secret tremble on their lips
And fear feasting in between
They’re cursed
They’re cursed
They’re cursed as hell
And there’s no neutralizing spell
For his brandy-colored eyes
For the coldness of her hands

Golden sunsets
Purple nights
Are mixed in the forbidden heights
They’re hopeless as their wings unite
Insanity cuts deep and hides
And leaves them blind and deaf and small
To live as an unknowing whole
To raise their voices just as one
To make the world become undone

Intimacy above despair
The Earth just shivers at their flare
There is a crack in every shield
For love to forge a battlefield

Forgotten yearning

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Come join the party, darling
I still remember your eyes

The sun played relentlessly with your pupils that day
Claiming some uncharted continent
Behind them
I got lost there once or twice
Thirsting for some tears of yours
I even slept on the barren land
Hoping it would tremble a little

Come join the party, darling
I still remember your eyes

You can sing, you can whistle, you can spit on the ground
I don’t mind
You can even dye your hair blue
And say
“Now the infinity is all around you”
And watch me drown and watch me choke
Eternally
On some sinful thoughts of you

Come join the party, darling
I still remember your eyes

Create a new silence
You solely wouldn’t understand
And call
In vain
For I shall answer

“I don’t remember your eyes”

Delirious

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Woke up at the roots
Of this carnivorous plant
And I watched it
Sucking, absorbing
Tearing me apart
Hundreds, thousands of molecules
They call it nature, they call it osmosis
But I like to call it decadence

Woke up among the teeth
Of this carnivorous plant
And I watched it
Digesting
The wings of this fly
“I somehow feed the monster”
I said

Woke up in the sheets
Of this carnivorous bed

Awakening

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I raise my arms above my head
And watch my fingers thinning
10,9…and suddenly zero
I am hollow
I must be hollow
My arms join particles with the air
In sweet dissolution, but then
My bones appear and float and sing
As flesh is flourishing on them
I am dreaming
I must be dreaming

“We grow up to become monsters” I say
As my arms collapse over my head
In their attempt to mock me
“You damn pessimist!” they shout
I am still dreaming

“I am the master here!
I am the master here!
I am the master here!”
And then despair just fades
0,1…and suddenly ten
I raise my arms above my head
Above the world
Above my thought
I am no longer dreaming